The great four letter word- LOVE

This word Love, this simple four letter word, has the power to change everything. Better yet the MEANING we put behind it does. Separately the letters mean very little, yet together, as one, they mean everything.

Some fight it, resist it and fear it beyond measure. Many have been taught that it hurts and is painful, and yes in some ways it is. When we find that special someone we LOVE we feel a very real tangible essence to our interaction and resonation with them. So we DEFINE love as ourselves with this person, and so if the relationship ends or that thrilling feeling leaves, we then say we do not LOVE them anymore. Some are able to LOVE each other after they split up. Others find a more omnipotent love for others, and it is here where everyone can love each other without the entanglements of complication.

In reality LOVE is light, and it is our definitions around the word that will define our experience with it.

Everyone has a different definition of what LOVE is. There are many levels of understanding and perception around the word. Many challenges lie around learning how to implement it into your everyday 3D life. It is something you can contemplate on a mountain top surrounded by clouds and rock...alone. Self love is formed within the furnace of experience, challenge and healing. Some say it is only through GOD that we can know love.

GOD is another one of those words that bridge in ones definition of something everyone feels and knows to some degree, but may never agree on. My idea of God may be different than yours, but neither of us are wrong. The same goes for LOVE, that great big shiny four letter word can mean one thing to me, and ten other things to you.

What most people CAN agree on however, is that it feels good. When your 'in it' you have a kind of high sensation that lifts you, and inspires you to do great things. LOVE can bring you closest to GOD, because LOVE is an all connected feeling and this is what we love about love. The feeling of interconnected bliss. The butterflies in the stomach when you find someone to share that with. Human love between two people is a rare and valuable treasure. We all know what it feels like to BE LOVED, we know what it feels like to LOVE SOMETHING/ONE. Is this feeling the same thing as omnipotent love?

The human condition allows one to fall in and out of love...to resonate and not resonate. Is this just what happens in human relationships? or is it because our definition of LOVE is wrong? Have we been trained to love in the wrong way? To possess, accumulate and feed off of love in a way that is egocentric and manipulated? What does the shadow side of love look like? Is there one? Some would say yes. Heartbreak can kill.... in some scientific studies heartbreak is a very real aliment that can cause heart problems - literally. For those of us who have had our heart broken, we know that pain to be very real, and to have long lasting effects. Then when love presents itself again, we have a choice to see through our own pain, and trust again. We will at some point have to let that in again. And yes take that chance that our hearts could be broken again, or our expectations let down.

So how is it that our culture expects us today to have ONE love, ONE partner forever? Does that limit our definition and experience of love? Is that a realistic expectation? Who made up these rules anyway?

I have had several GREAT LOVES in my life. Each one of them brought something into my life that has changed me forever. All of them have made a fantastic elixir of life. As they came and went the love I have for them has stayed yet has also changed. Is love a growing entity in itself? Does LOVE transform and evolve as we do? Are we the catalysts for that evolution? or is it a 'which came first the chicken or the egg' perplexity?

LOVE is a four letter word. Some fear it, some fight for it, some are addicted to it, some run away from it their whole lives. Others embrace it, seek it, spread it, share it and create from it.

Whatever definitions you put on it, whatever boundaries you have around it - one thing is for sure....everyone should do it.

LOVE,
Hillary

2012 New Years Message from Hillary

Well we are finally here! The infamous 2012. We have seen all the TV shows and documentaries dedicated to it. We have read so many books, articles, and blog posts that we have a plethora of information swirling around our heads. It has become a kind of myth in and of itself.

I stepped out at midnight on New Years Eve to watch the passing of the star Sirius. As I did I felt a kind of relief. It was almost like a deep sigh and exhale within my heart - that we actually made it! Was I picking up on something? perhaps...But this was a beautiful solid feeling of entering a new phase. I took a deep breath of cold air, and I closed my eyes. I thought of all the power places around the world feeling the energy. I purposely and consciously recalled the places I have been to over the years - Giza and the Great Pyramids, Luxor and the temple of Hathor, Teotihuacan in Mexico, Machu Picchu in Peru, Sedona, the sacred sites in the southwest United States, Stonehenge and all the other incredible places known and not known. I could feel them vibrating an Earth frequency. I felt it within my body very deeply.

There was a heartbeat, faint at first, then louder. Like a drumbeat. It was coming from deep inside my belly. I imagined it was like the heartbeat of the Earth - deep, strong and powerful. I let it take me.

When I opened my eyes again there was Orion and Sirius. I felt no distance between myself and their intense light. A direct line. Ancient memories flooded my awareness. Then gently and naturally there was a man standing next to me in his energy body. He touched the middle of my back and I turned to look at him. As I looked deep into his eyes, they turned a deep dark brown. Magnetic. It was as if he could touch my soul any time he wished. I have known him for a very long time. I was reminded quickly of his power. He could enter right to the very center of me, should he want too. With one clear swift penetration of his words, there he was... deep inside my soul. I couldn't resist him even if I wanted too. As I melted into him the landscape changed around me and we were somewhere else. I stepped out of time and space into a strange yet familiar place. What I saw has forever changed me. I will never write or speak about it.

2012 offers us a chance to step beyond our boundaries, beyond our beliefs, beyond the way we think it 'should' be in order to open ourselves up to a new dream, a new vision. One that realigns with who we are, and how we want to live. Do you want to give your power away to someone, or something, else? or do you want to remember your own power within? Do we want to find love outside of ourselves and hope for it to love us back? or do we want to know love within ourselves so deeply that we can only shine it outward? Love is never about possessing... this kind of love you can never HAVE, you can only BE. When you are it, then you share it everywhere. This is what others see and hope to find. But what is often missed is that you must find it WITHIN. Then when you find another person who has done the same, the frequency generated together is enormous. It is an essence that literally will change everything around you, thin the veils, and allow you to see further into the dream and the illusion.

It is the joining of the male and female. It has no name, no allegiance, no rules, no restrictions, and no boundaries. To get there, to that point, may take some work. It may take some understanding and courage to explore who you are, your depths, darkness and your light! It may take a deepened relationship with the Earth and Cosmos... and it will ask that you heal the male and female energies around and within you. This balance is a prerequisite.

2012 will request this balancing from you. It will require you move into who you are and dance it alive. It will require you to let go of old conditioning that no longer serves you. It will require that you step beyond all you could ever imagine about yourself and take flight from there. To give birth..... to give birth to your highest version of self. Without tools, technology or dogma. It will ask you what is beyond love? What vision can you imagine that goes beyond your reason, your intuition, your limitations, and your highest most potent dreams? What lies beyond relationship? Beyond sex? Beyond comfort and joy?

What lies beyond is up to you and how you dream it - or how it dreams you perhaps. You are the visionary! You are the seer, the dreamer....

It is time. For you to feel your own sense of truth. For you to open the doorways of beauty within so they may be birthed into the world. It is time for you to take on the darkness and challenge it. It is time to walk through it so you understand what needs to have light shed on it.

Go..... be the greatness you are meant to be. Shine as bright as you can, and help others do the same. Free yourself.

2012 will ask nothing less of you.

Love,
Hillary

Winter Solstice Dreaming 2011

Why is it that we find ourselves attracted to certain things throughout our life? Pulled into the directions of our musings and wonder. Could it be by accident? or could it be by design?

The Winter Solstice and the Equinox's give us a chance to tune in to a frequency, a harmonic that opens the time space fabric and offers us glimpses into that design. It is a time when all levels of mind resonate as one, and if we can become lucid within our dreaming we can search or obtain information. It is much like being a master at remote viewing or meditation. Enlightenment means being able to see the light, in other words having the light shown on the design. You can SEE information, different points in time, and travel without the confined limits of 3D physicality.

Why isn't pursuing enlightenment encouraged by mainstream? Because it frees you from the confines of control. The same way the healing process does when using energy medicine and natural Earth based remedies. Once we know HOW they work, we are forced out of our chains of belief and we SEE & experience a different reality. One that empowers us, and gives us the unlimited access to 'time' as a record keeper, and higher levels of consciousness that lift us and cause us to evolve. Being stuck in the chains of manufactured reality causes us to DE-evolve. To become less than what we are. This serves some agendas very well. But it does not serve YOU well.

What if someone had access to all that is? What would they do with that information? Would they create a civilization and make it their own? What if you could go back in time.... what would you do? Would you create all we have now and profit from it? Would you make some corrections to how things happened? Would you realize the value of life when life becomes threatened? Would you perhaps teach the ways of love and higher consciousness? Would you show people how to build according to Earth based energies and how to align with the events like the Solstices and Equinox's so to keep track of 'time'?

So many possibilities should one have the opportunity to do so. Where we warned eons ago by time travelers from an advanced civilization ON THIS PLANET? Where we told NOT to pursue nuclear energy because at some point it destroys us? Where we advised that the business of using oil and gas eventually exterminate all life here? Where we warned that the pursuit of developing time technology and having it fall into the wrong hands creates havoc on the fabric? Are deja vu moments us catching up to ourselves as time ripple effects?

What if one was shown that building time technology on earth actually destroys the Earth, so it must be built in space - and THIS is what AB's (advanced beings - some of which are us, and others which are from other places) try and stop.

I believe the Solstices and Equinox's are openings in direct communications with all that is in the Universe that allows a kind of information flow into our consciousness that enters our dreams and knowing that we can SEE. IF we tune in.

We can communicate OUTWARD to other places, and we can be communicated WITH from other places.

If you are dreaming at sunrise and are able to be lucid, you will find treasures. If you are awake and watching the sunrise you will download information that will come out later perhaps in the form of a knowing, or a dream. Either way there is a reason why the ancients - our ancestors left us the markings of watching and knowing when these events occurred. To keep track of an opening. To keep track of 'time' and to meet ourselves again at a certain place in it.

How would you feel if the leaders of our world today had inside knowledge of our 'time line' and manipulated it to serve themselves? To gain profit, fame and fortune. What if you knew the indigenous were systematically hunted down and destroyed to protect this knowledge? Since we were the ones that went back to tell them about the future.

How would you feel if your history - your real history - was hidden from you so you could not connect the dots as to who you really are so you could be imprisoned within a moment in 'time' for the betterment and pleasure of a select few?

You are de-evolved systematically by believing you are unworthy, and by being traumatized this further creates pockets of time within ones mind that can be manipulated and used by those who know how to create them. This is the basis used for mind control, and programming of people. A warping and loss sense of 'time'.

If you went back in 'time' you would have a tremendous amount of power in your hands. Perhaps you would be seen as a 'god' to those there. You could stay there, or you could return back - and perhaps bring someone with you.

If you can go back, you can go forward. Forward to learn about technologies and how to use them. All information is available outside of a perceived time frame. You can do this with technology and also with consciousness. You were designed to be a time machine. This is why you re-member yourself when you TUNE IN.

If humans created this portal on earth it would cause a tremendous amount of damage to the planet. So they would have to build it in space. But to do that world leaders would have to PRIVATIZE space so it could be built with bigger budgets - and under a bigger cloak of secrecy. We can already travel to other planets, on a never ending search for 'lost in time' civilizations that may have learned precious lessons before we could, or perhaps they were us? or perhaps we are still there...

People in power love what they create. They guard it with all they have. Because to lose what they create means they no longer have the power. Power, even the word, is twisted and warped into something else. When nothing stops you and you have the freedom of movement with ease to any place within time, you are like a 'God'. You are invincible. You can do anything. When you share it with others, they worship you because you have the key to access that freedom. This kind of power intoxicates and inflates agendas and egos.

The secrets are buried, but not lost. You can dig for treasure by following the synchronicity and its essence. You can build off each other and help one another find more answers if you work together. Alone you are limited to a certain extent. But even alone you can still arrive.

You can trace your consciousness back through incarnations & you can track them forward. You can access all information available, and you can physically participate.

The Solstice offers us a window. We can peer into it, or we can climb through it. Of course one can run away from it too.

The alignment of the Solstice and the Equinox opens up the communication channels of the entire Universal network. Here is where the voices of AB's (advanced Beings) can reach us. Because the Earth aligns with the luminous fibers of the Multiverse and through these fibers - unseen to the naked eye - we can vibrate with them. No amount of human technology can STOP THIS. No matter what they have created, no matter what or how they try and interfere - this opening provides a window that CANNOT be closed.

Use it.

Love,
Hillary